Unintelligent BeastsHappy voices buzz around herAnnoying beyond her comprehensionShe'll smile at them while insideA darkness rips and tears at her heartCruel, those beasts, calling her their friendWhen in actualityShe couldn't stand themThe slightest thought that they pitied herBrought rageThose fools who thought they were brilliantKnew nothing of her secret laughterDid they, those beasts, think she needed them?This was far from the truthShe resented them will all her mightShe knew better peopleSo she would pretendKnowing those beasts would one day seeThey were beastsNot she
EndHurt megive me a reason to feel pain i dolet it wash over me and consume me.Mock megive me a reason to feel alone like i dorip apart my confidencewhat little i have.Hate megive me a reason to feel small.Turn away from meleave me in my unexplained misery.Fight me, forget me, break memake the damage i feel have a reasonWhy do i feel this way?Help me know.Examine me, control me, reduce meI am nothingbut a mass of pain, confusion, and imperfection.Rip me, kill me...End me.
Night keeps me awakeAgain it is night and I find myselfunable to sleep.Everything is quiet,until I move, making a noiseas loud as a gunshot.Trying to stay still I look outside.The stars are looking down at meseeming to shine brighterthan before.Softly the night world calls to metrying to take me away frommy soft bed and sweet dreamsthat will never come.
Free Plushie Patterns OnlineHere's a collection of links to sites outside of DeviantArt where you can find free plushie patterns. There are well over two hundred choices, so you're sure to find something you like.Remember, if you can't find exactly what you're looking for, try adapting one of the patterns. For example, a tiger can easily be turned into a lion, an elephant into a wooly mammoth, an elf into a goblin, or combine the upper half of a mermaid with the lower half of a pony to get a centaur.BEARSNight Garden Studios Jointed and Rag BearsBaby Bows BearScrappy BearSupriseDIY BearHug Me (EMS Bear)