Unintelligent BeastsHappy voices buzz around her
Annoying beyond her comprehension
She'll smile at them while inside
A darkness rips and tears at her heart
Cruel, those beasts, calling her their friend
When in actuality
She couldn't stand them
The slightest thought that they pitied her
Those fools who thought they were brilliant
Knew nothing of her secret laughter
Did they, those beasts, think she needed them?
This was far from the truth
She resented them will all her might
She knew better people
So she would pretend
Knowing those beasts would one day see
They were beasts
give me a reason to feel pain i do
let it wash over me and consume me.
give me a reason to feel alone like i do
rip apart my confidence
what little i have.
give me a reason to feel small.
Turn away from me
leave me in my unexplained misery.
Fight me, forget me, break me
make the damage i feel have a reason
Why do i feel this way?
Help me know.
Examine me, control me, reduce me
I am nothing
but a mass of pain, confusion, and imperfection.
Rip me, kill me...
Night keeps me awakeAgain it is night and I find myself
unable to sleep.
Everything is quiet,
until I move, making a noise
as loud as a gunshot.
Trying to stay still I look outside.
The stars are looking down at me
seeming to shine brighter
Softly the night world calls to me
trying to take me away from
my soft bed and sweet dreams
that will never come.